Embarrassed To Be Loved

I often question: are you ashamed of me?

I would consider getting out of this and finding someone who actually appreciates me if I feel that I am a second fiddle or feeling like I am an embarrassment.

I feel somewhat degraded.

Dialogue is the best way to get over this but pointing fingers will start and it’s tiring. I’ve heard it a million times that ‘no boyfriend should EVER be ashamed of his partner’

You clearly chose to be without me on this day. Heaven only knows what lies I’ve had to tell to forgive myself.

The more I think about it the more it hurts.

I may be wrong but I’m embarrassed to be loved


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